What We Leave Behind...: Christmas 2010

I wasn't sure how I was going to feel this Christmas. Several months ago when I thought about Christmas, I thought about how I was going to be at the end of my pregnancy and that this Christmas would bring with it great anticipation for our new arrival. Now that it is here, it is a reminder of how quickly life can change. I can honestly say that I enjoyed Christmas very much. God has a way of blessing us, even in the midst of pain. I missed Madelyn greatly, but God did answer my prayers and I was able to thoroughly enjoy Christmas with my family. Josh and Emma were such a blessing to us and brought such joy to the holiday. The past few months God has continually poured out His love for me and this Christmas was no different. I went to bed on that night thanking God, more than once, for the wonderful family He has given to me. Only God can take a day that could have been such a horrible reminder of the pain that this world brings and turn it into something so joyous:)

I think this is the only picture of Emma and Josh that I got where they were both smiling:) We let them each open a gift on Christmas Eve. We placed their gifts in Madelyn's stocking and bought them both something that we could enjoy as a family. Josh got a wii Party game. Emma got a pink wii controller. And, yes, getting Emma her own personal wii controller is something our entire family is thankful for:)

Madelyn's Ornament

Josh's Ornament

Tobias' Ornament

Shannen's Ornament

Emma's Ornament

This is our Advent calendar. Mark and I bought it our first Christmas together. We have used this calendar every year for the past seven years. We have had so much fun coming up with things to put in the calendar. This year Josh has really been interested in Legos and he LOVES getting Lego mini figures. We filled the calendar with one Lego mini figure a day. Emma got candy. She would have much rather had sweets each day than a small toy:)